Friday, 5 October 2012

Life affects me like this.....Thoughts in my darker moods

Today is one of those days
When I'm not sure if I'm experiencing what is going on
Chemical control keeps me from doing my worst
But this is no way to lead a life.
Thing is, my usual muse has decided to absent herself
No longer can I rely on my switch being flicked.
I know my anxiety leads me to jump to
Ridiculous conclusions, and places great stress on
Those who want to help. I'm sorry for that
But I do have things to offer a relationship
It's just that I can't relieve myself from these strangulating moods.
Well I can but that is a distance down the road yet...I think